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Thursday, March 17, 2011
For once , i feel the warm in people's heart . It really touches me when people appreciates me . Seriously , i didnt know that a random thank you or sorry can make my day . Like how much all of you cared , i will never forget . Maybe you think that it's nothing , but to me it's a really big thing , a great help , a great friend being there when i'm in need . The friendship i loved , being there for me no matter what happens . Similarly , i will be there for you when you need me . ' I'm willing to do anything for all of you . As long as you dont ask me to do some illegal or bad stuff uh . LOL . Monday, January 3, 2011 ♥ Love like this Since my blogg now is like so dead , i guess not much people would read it . Yeah , i need some place to express myself . Kind of sick of love . The ability to love but not forever . It's the same pain i have towards everything . Yeah , it's true i do have feelings towards some . At the end , what i see is no ending love . So might as well stay as friends and sooner or later the friend i used to love - just vapourise . It's okay for me if this type of love goes on . At least what i get back is trust . Is just that , i wont dare to love anyone again . Friends , yeah you can have plenty of them . But to find someone that is true to you and will be there whenever you are in need - it's kind of hard seriously . Maybe one day i may have one but for sure not now . None has the ability to touch me by doing so . To be true , i dont make friends with people easily . I dont really hang out , sms , call or stuff . Maybe that leads to my personality now - quiet and emotional ( part of it only ) . When i get older , one by one . These so called "friends" will leave me . And what i get is loneliness . Since it's gona be like that . I have thrown away my heart . Sick and tired of everything . Might as well leave it up to heaven . If this is such a no ending i get , then just let it be . Sunday, April 18, 2010 Life could sometimes be so tiring . Is just that , time just passed so fast . Similarly , time also passed particularly slow too . You juz dont know what would happen next , or maybe in the future . Never would you know something good or bad will come . I juz have to say , i need to make myself face to reality . Although how bad it will be , i still need to walk on . I tried .. But i juz cant control my tears . What i can do now is juz to hope that everything gets back to normal . Peaceful , happy normal life . Is just too tiring , .. I juz feel like screaming out loud ; crying out loud . Maybe u may think im too emotional or so . Maybe u may think u are worse off than me . Maybe u may think that what for i think so much . I tell u what , i juz dont want to see the same thing that happen when im young . I really dont want to see that scene again . Is just too painful , and i cant show out ; just covering my inner self . Sorry if i make some too worried about me or what . Im alright , i hope so .. Wednesday, April 14, 2010 ♥ True friendship begins when our minds are connected as one ; cheerful , enthusiatic and happy side of us . (: Im here to post . Today is my last day of CCA - Badminton . Although there may be some unhappy and tough times here , but still we made our way till the end . Having them as a team , as a friend , is one thing that im really glad of . Without them , it will be totally pointless in cca , it is because of them , i could continue every one day in cca . Im really glad , and also thanks in making every cca day a great and fun day . - Vanessa , Christina , Diana , Xinying , Dawn , Yiting , Alyson So , it's up to the graduating route . Study hard peeps ! , it's all about the last year . Yups , tests are coming up even though it's getting closer to the exams . Soon , all the teachers would be spamming cluster papers and 10year series ;x Tougher days are kind of coming up , buck up people !    *♥ Badminton **Tmr is the trophy day , hahaa (: ***Jiayous people ! Mid-year in 2weeks time . ****♥ 2years7months , that's the prove of our love . Friday, April 9, 2010 I gave my max . I knew I had already did my best . Back to blog . But after this post , i bet my next post would be after exam or so . I muz make myself study hard , MIAing th com soon ;x Juz had my re-sportday today . Yups , tiring and also happy for those that gave their best in th run . Although not many did won something , but it's all th experience that counts . Had a tough day at school first . Even though it's a friday , but it's always so called "th homework day" . Yar , teachers like to spam homeworks on fridays . And there's lots of test coming up , on th other hand th upcoming mid-year exams . Stayed back after school to finish maths 1st . Then cabbed with Zhiran , Jerome and Xavier to Tampines Stadium . Btw , thanks Zhiran for paying th cab fare (: Need to run 400m , 100m and 4x400m . But i ended up only running 400m and 100m . Why ? , easy , cuz i vomitted after these 2 events . -.- Stomach pain sia D; , and th stupid heat makes my head giddy . Came in 2nd for 400m , and th relay , they came in 1st :D , congrats ! Yups , so i did what i can manage , im contented (: Btw , thanks Zhiran , Asyraf , Mr Chew , Hadianti , Jeannie and many others who help me out when im vomitting and make sure im okay ;x Felt better after that , juz having th taste of th vomit in my mouth -.- , ewww . Ate with Asyraf , Zhiran , Zulhilmi and Edwin then headed to T1 Ya .. Walk around and maybe waste some time ? Hahah ;x , but also okay lar , i dont want to go home so early . Window shopping around ~ Then took 28 back home with Zhiran and Asyraf . Gosh , i juz only told my sis that i vomit , then spread to my mum . Just now super agitated , ask me whether i okay or not . Yarrrr , im fine . I only dont have th appetite on food . See alrdy feel like burping ;x , hahaha Homework , exam . Coming soon .. Gonna work hard x.x *Thanks again to those making me felt better , especially Xavier , Zhiran and Asyraf (: **x.x , my brain is going to b-u-r-s-t soon . ***Im awfully worn out , so tata ~ Monday, March 22, 2010 Every mintue that passed , I will forever remember the days we all had . Okays , i know im slow in posting -.- Motivational talk and eCIP already ended quite some time and now then i post . Yar , im SUPER SICK for the whole weekends and ended up not in school on monday . Ohs , i even sprained my idiotic right handed . That's the worse sia , my hw is totally in delay . I spend alot of time writing , painfully lehs . Even now i type also slow down . Okays , shall skip to motivational talk 1st :D Motivational talk , last day . Last day of it was kind of alittle plain but still is the most memorable one . Got a surprise test ;x , and is Emaths Sec 3 Paper . Alot of us were unprepared and stunned upon hearing . So , in the cold cold library , we sat on the floor and do our test on the chair -.- Almost alot of questions were quite okay , cuz i kind of rmb somehow . Until the last part , where there's alot of cosine and sine rule , i totally forgot the formulas . And so , really , i tried but ended giving up cuz the coldnest irritates me alot . Got a 31/45 , kind of nice score . A few marks to A . But still , it was quite badly done ;x Ended the whole thing with a dance from the coaches - Ernest , Vanessa , Lelia . Yups , i had a really great time with u all , of cuz with 4e1 and 4e5 :D Had some photos taken with them , below is juz 1 , feel free to get more from facebook . *There's tons of it .  eCIP ! , 18/03/10 Met up with Siewhuey and Michelle then to Atikah house . Met Alex on the way there and so he joined us in the cooking ;x Cook the food until like 8am . Gosh , we are totally LATE man . Decided to juz head to Pasir Ris Park but not to Pasir Ris Interchange . Cabbed there , and only saw Jingshi , Syarifah , Jiaqian and MrTan there . We juz laughed our way towards them , yar , we are crazy . Settled down at the beach waiting for the others to arrive . Took some shots , then asked Alex to take jump shots for us :D Failed alot of times ._. , finally only 1 successful shot . Started off with our beach cleaning after that . Actually , it dun really look like cleaning , most of the time playing ;x Hang out at the beach drawing all sort of things on the sand . Pictures below hor ;x Then time to gather back . I look at the trash bag , OMG SUPER FULL !? Lol , totally imagined how am i going to carry to the gathering spot . Asyraf helped :D , we carried the trash bag . Is really super heavy okay ! We like paused a few times and continue again . Then , finally everything is done , so the picnic starts :D Went off with Siewhuey , Atikah , Michelle and Jiaxi to get Alex's Birthday Cake . The class i think they are distracting Alex the whole way lar , cuz i called Eliza to keep him busy for 10mins , cuz we are coming with the cake :D The wind is super strong -.- , keep blowing off the fire zzz . At the end , manage to let it light up . And the celebration begins :D Okays , should be eating the cake after that , guess what ? Birthday bash ? LOL Alex kena cake smash ;x hahahah . Our cake ar , buy so ex de then they go play with it -.- , waste sia . After all that , alot headed off . Then someone spotted Asyraf's hp and say where's Asyraf ? He forgot his hp . Then many wondering where Asyraf go , his belongings and his shoe all still here . His hp , he was msging someone , inside say like he kena throw in the sea . LOL , then still got ppl go look at the sea cuz suddenly high tide . Super worried . At the end ? He came out of the toilet -.- LOL ! Everyone laughed sia , wah , Asyraf u totally scare us sia . Headed to Ehub with the others , the arcade lar . Play all sort of stuffs , and the boys beat the BBall high score ! , everyone was screaming mad ;x Woots ~ Oh ya , and we saw Haziq dancing :D Hahhaha , some videoed it ;x We spilted up and went off to have our own activity . Wanted to bowl with Atikah and the others but my mum called for me and i need to head back to Tampines . Ate with my mum , mei , Jingru and her mum . I was totally sneezing my whole way at the table . I know im gonna be super sick man , 1st time eat sushi can no appetite 1 . I ordered like 3 cups of hot green tea . Omg , cant breathe , blocked nose -.- Eating suddenly became a torture for me ;x Okays , my hand pain rdy , shall end off here :D  4e5 <3   Siewhuey , Michelle , Atikah and Myself !  4e5 :D   Omg , cad muz see ;shy , hahaha And ty for drawing for mine ;duh  HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX ! :D *Omg , my hand SUPER PAIN **I wonder when my sickness will end ***Thursday , sportsday , Agnes faster get well D; ****Bi takecare of ur ****** bite ;x hahaha . Tuesday, March 16, 2010 We never lose , is just that we have not win yet . Been through the motivational workshop for 2days already . Tomorrow would be the last day . And then to the class CIP and bonding . First day of motivational workshop ? It was quite okay for me , just spending time laughing my lungs out with 4e1 and 4e5 . Settled at the library together , it was really cold , didnt brought a jacket along ;x The instructors were super enthu :D , and of cuz so did their activities . Grouped with Dawn , Jojo , Christina , Afiqah , Yuyu , Faiqah , Lydia , Jiaxi , Jane . The Human entanglement was the best score that we got . It was first 9 people were blindfolded and only 1 not . We complete the task twice , and then to the challenging part . Everyone was blindfolded ?! Omg that's crazy . Heng I get to see who's hands holding whose and who must get to break free first . Kind of got the rough picture in my mind . So , Im imagining things all around . And , to our surprise , we made it ! :D Omg , that was absolutely fun ! , and then you get to see the other groups going crazy . Btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOYO & JOJO !!! Second day of the motivational workshop , Started all the talks about us . Being which type of personality , which side of the brain , and which type of learner . Im a C-S :D , 1 point that i can rmb in my head now is , loyal like a dog __ LOL , and im unforgiving , so u better watch out .. Left brained . So , more to maths and logic stuff . And towards type of learner , im a little disagree with the results ._. Im a P-U-R-E tactile , and what ? There's no tactile -.- Omg . I landed up in Auditory and all the desciption of it ? Im not a person lidat . Say what , im better in groups cant stand being only 1 studying ? Omg , so NOT true . I rather 1 person study okays . Only activity that i really want to say is on the hundles . Is where everyone , ehs that time my group only 10 people , so 10 only . We are needed to hold tight to each other and not let the instructor break free u from the group . So when everything starts , we are juz crazily screaming upon looking what the 3 instructors ROUGHLY break free the boys up . Ended up we are the last group . And then .. I tot they would find Jane , Dawn or who ever is smaller size then me . And what ? They choose me to aim ? Omg , they are crazy . 3 person dragging me like hell while i hold tight to Jiaxi , Afiqah and Yuyu . That was totally insane , i scream until my voice breaks . But it was then , something just flashed through my mind , is some kind of feeling , it could not be describe using words . At the moment , i juz stop screaming , i started to take it serious and endure the pain , i held on more tightly to the others , i just couldnt make myself let go . My tears just slowly fell to my cheeks , the feeling is totally amazing . After all that pulling , finally , it is over . My heart just released , and then i just drop down to the ground and cried . I cant really describe how it feels but seriously , it was the most sensational feeling i ever had . Almost like i have seen the journey towards my future , i just dont know why . Okays , i know alot saw me breathing for my life , but im okay . I was just crying out from my experience of that feeling and becuz i was so tired after struggling , i forgot to breathe -.- Hhaaha , now my voice is breaking down . Actually is already down , i have no voice now . I did not talk for the past 5hrs . Only maybe just a few whispering . I dont think that i can make it for tmr . Although i know it would be another enjoyable day . My voice , omg , i have been coughing non-stop . Okays , i type too much -.- Maybe i started reading too much ? Hahah . Ya , so i will try to blog tmr or thrursday :D *Last day of motivational workshop D; **My voice , totally GONE ! ***Homeworks piled up and i cant do anything to it . ****Enthu to read finish my storybook :D |
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